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[page 804] alone, taking care of one in that condition. When I got inside of those walls I felt a relief I never knew before; and all these impressions made me write the article I did. I wish I had it here. A great many things that were in it are true of the hospital to-day. But after this time I came to be distrustful. I said nothing for a long time until certain things happened, and then I complained and have complained more or less since. I have talked with Mr. Lakin about the things that occurred which led me to fill that there should be a great change there. I think I have had a little conversation with Dr. Harlow about it. I have talked I think- I am not sure- with Dr. Sanborn about some of these things; and with Dr. Neal. But for a long time I was not sure whether I was right or they were right. But finally I felt as though there should be a change. I used to see evidences on the part of this lady of violence. I thought that she inflicted this upon herself. At certain times she was very violent, and in some respects has been troublesome, often